About Brotherkaramazov

Brotherkaramazov is single and is seeking females for a serious relationship.

To begin with I should tell you that I have long term serious mental health issues, due to which I don’t work. Now doubtless this will put some of you off…

Okay, if you are still reading let me explain my username. Well ‘The Brothers Karamazov’ by Dostoevsky is a very intense and deep novel. Indeed I would describe it as being a truly epic meditation on the human spirit. Anyway, when I joined the site my mental health was quite poor and I guess that this meditation seemed to me to somehow mirror the rather different ‘headspace’ that I was in. So I think that my choice of username was quite apt.

In fact I have been on something of a journey since I joined freedating. And I am rewriting my description because the content of the original one doesn’t seem very relevant to me now. Well I have been having a series of mild psychotic episodes / mystical experiences. I might say that I’ve been going through phases during which I’ve been attempting to compute God, something that I have been doing using both physics and mathematics.

Strange stuff. However, at the moment I can say that my mental health is stable. Although my mind is generally a touch entropic. Well I have had a mental disorder for many years.

Anyway, aside from this I might say that I am a bit neurodivergent. Well I don’t have much small talk and I’m very intellectually oriented. I’m also quite a creative person and in fact I am currently very much focused on writing a novel. I might add that recent experiences that I have touched on above have provided me with a rich source of material to plunder.

Okay, if I sound ‘different’, I’m not a quirky, eccentric type. Actually, in some ways I am just your typical bloke really. So I don’t like shopping whereas I do like my football. Then again, unlike your typical bloke, I don’t necessarily have to drink six pints in order to articulate my emotions.

What else? Well I read avidly. I also like listening to music, staying up into the early hours and cogitating, oh and I don’t like cricket… I love it!

Anyway, I have said a fair amount by way of introducing myself. It’s time to move this on I think…

So why am I here? Well I guess I am of the belief that ultimately life is an experience best shared. So I am looking for a connection. No, I already have wi fi. I am seeking a woman with whom I can forge a serious and lasting relationship.

I would want us to enjoy…
lots of great conversation.

I would want us to share…
lots of warmth and affection with each other.

And I would want us to be…
there for one another.

Now these are ideals but, of course, no relationship can be perfect. However, I am looking for something that can hopefully last the distance and be worth the effort.

Anyway, I am wondering if ‘the one’ is out there. Well if you are looking for something serious and you have a warm heart, a nice smile and a good mind then to me that does sound promising. If you’re also not averse to getting to know this bohemian type who lives in a rather forgotten northern town then perhaps we should explore the possibilities. Who knows? This might be really worth our while xx